I'm bored

Defensive is the way that I have been behaving.  Out of guilt I suppose.  I'm not supposed to be behaving in such a way that creates drama.  STOP......

....we think we have to fight to get love and fight to keep love.  Fighting is painful!  Loving is not, or at least it shouldn't be.  Love is gentle, kind, sesnitive and supportive.  It is the conditions that we place on loving and being loved that make it a rough, tough, shoot 'em show.  It's what we do, not what love is, that makes us believe that love is painful.....